Only God knows what i'm writing. seriously i dont know. it just pops up and then my fingers started dancing across the keyboard.. -_-

Would you love someone who would rather eat shit than talk to you? Would you love someone who would rather torture himself to death than to see you? Would you love someone who would rather sleep with someone else than with you?

Well, despite everything, I was drawn in. I believe I’ve fallen for the most arrogant, most ruthless and most inhumane man alive. This relationship had its share of ups but there were obviously downs as well. So to me, this was one of the greatest things that ever happened to me (in this lifetime). I think I’ve learnt to be stronger.

As for him…I don’t think Nakago would torment and hurt my feelings.

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Yui sighed and groaned before she pushed against the wooden table. She exhaled sharply before working her tensed muscles to carry her to the bedroom window. Curtain billowed gently in the soft wind as Yui shakily made her way. Her bangs swayed in the wind as she smiled a tiny smile to herself. Now, she was more than satisfied. A straight seven hours of non-stop studying sure had sapped all of her energy and just feeling a gentle breeze across her face, refreshed her entirely. “This is life,” she noted as she closed her eyes, immersing herself into the serenity of nature.

When she decided to open her eyes, her light blue eyes unconsciously snuck a sidelong glance of a photo frame that stood in all of its glory. Suddenly, her heart started pounding threatening to hammer its way out of her ribs. She had to regain composure. She can’t be strong if a single picture could sway and take out all of her fight. Picking up the frame, she stared coolly. Nakago…She gritted her teeth and put the picture down gently but firmly. Even after his death which was about ten years ago, he still managed to cause her head to ache uncontrollably. He still managed to torment her with his handsome, flawless face and melted golden hair. He was a beast of divine beauty and he still managed to get a grip on her even after he was dead.

Yui shook her head furiously. She refused to be the small child that he had easily manipulated and toyed with. She is an independent, grown up woman. Before she knew it, precious crystal-like tears slid of her face, wetting her shirt. She may have loved him but she no longer did. She had Tetsuya now…but who was she kidding? She still love him…and it shall remain as a fact forever.

Yui wiped her tears after allowing them to flow freely for awhile. She threw her blond hair behind and started to get something to snack on before she died of hunger. Despite how much she loves Tetsuya, she still failed to accept his proposal to marry him. This was only because a part of her stubbornly refused to give up on Nakago. Yui smacked her forehead before she returned to her emotional state. She seriously did not have time to entertain her feelings. After all, being a doctor made a lot of lives depending on her. She so could not entertain her feelings if she wanted to be a good doctor to her patients.